Parents up

I have been really on edge today. I think it is because I have been doing so much rushing about.

I did get a lie in this morning though. I am shattered now though so I am glad that I did. I did have a strange dream this morning though. I think that is the time of the day when I seem to get the strange dreams at the moment. I had a dream that I was walking trhrough the wood at the back of my home when I got a phone call from a character from Star Wars called Trever Flume. He was not thirteen like in the book though he was seventeen (he did not say, I just knew) but I was chatting away with him and before long I was meeting up with him and we were having an affair. It certainl was an interesting way to start the morning. I would not object to that happening every day. I could have lots of affairs with a variety of celebrities. Lots of fun with no risk.

I spent the morning cleaning up before my parents arrived. They brought with them a table for us. It is pretty funky and whilt eI think it is too big for the room we have managed to make it work. We went off to the sports day and then after that I went home while my partner and parents went off to the awards ceremony at the college. It usually is stressful when I take the twins to collect my eldest as it is hard to get them to listen to me.

Tehn when my partner got back my dad was telling me about the things that we should do for the next few days and helping us clear our clutter. I reallt do appreciate their help but I can find myself getting stressed when I get overwhelmed. I get stressed very easily when I am around my parents. I can also find them bullying in some ways. They are putting pressure for us to go to stay with them over summer and I want to take a year off. I want them to come up this year for a change. I will happily go down next year but I just want to take a year off. I wish they would stop.