I am really sleeping deeply at night though and that is the only bad thing as I have not been able to wake for the twins night feed and I even did not get up to se to Wolfie. Hopefully this will end soon as I do not like sleeping deeply at night. Maybe once I have caught up n the asleep that I need I will be all right.
After I gave the twins their morning feed I got up and had breakfast and browsed the Internet for a bit before I got the twins ready. Devil boy went out to get some contact lenses. He took Wolfie with him, which helped with me getting ready.
He got back before I went to homestart and I got ready to go. The group went really well and while I did not get a lot done it was just nice to relax and not do a lot. I have got so much to do that it is good to get a nice rest. Another woman had brought in clothes to the centre so they passed them onto me. I thought that was really nice and there was some really funky things for the twins. There were even some shoes that will fit Wolfie in there as well. Malach has now got lots of trousers for the next 3 months.
When I got home I made a start on sorting out the twins room strait away. I was really annoyed though when Elbereth started crying. I had to get some things done on the room so I left her for a while. I was getting more and more wound up though. The daunting task and the fact that Elbereth had stated so soon after getting home was making me so wound up.
I tried to keep calm but the temper exploded after a while. I shouted at Devil boy, snapped at Elbereth while I sorted her out and the kicked several things about in my frustration at losing my temper. My bad mood lasted for about 3 hours before I started to calm down. I decided with the room I would just put stuff into bags and put them into the shed and then deal with them one bag at a time. I am finding dealing with things in the shed a lot easier than when they are in the house for some reason.
I sorted out Wolfie room and while Devil boy started to bathe him I put some clothes on the line and I put the twins bottles into the sterilisor. After I did that I then went through to Wolfie and finished off his bath. I took him through to his room and read to him for a bit. I was really pleased as I managed to read 3 pages today. I really am enjoying reading Lord of the rings this time. It made me realise how much I rushed reading it the first time.
I tried something different tonight with Wolfie. When I did was when I walked to the door I kept saying to him that he must stay in bed and get sleep and I when I got to the door I switched the light off and told him again to stay in bed. He got out at one point but when I told him to get into bed he did. I then left the room and closed the door. I heard him cry but he did not get out of bed and he fell asleep with no problems. I am so happy that he did as that is the first night in a while that he has settled off without a problem. Hopefully this is his sleeping back to normal now.
After he settled I carried on working on the twins room and I was really proud of myself when I managed to get it looking really funky. I still have some bits to do but it looks so much better now. I am determined to keep it like that now. I will make sure that I sort through the shed at some points as well so make sure that all of my clutter is banished.
I then changed and fed the twins before sorting out their bottles and working on the kitchen. All I have to do tonight is do a little more cleaning, give the twins their night feed and reply to some friends E-Mails before going to bed.
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