The rain has come at last and I am very proud of myself

The night shift went well. Wolfie woke a little earlier than he should have done so I tried to get him to settle back in his bed. He unfortunately id not but I was in Sith mummy mode so I left him.

I then went back to sleep and went through for him at 8am. He did not seem like he had been crying all of the time so that was good. I was not impressed with Wolfie, as he did not eat the porridge that I made for him. I will have to try something new tomorrow.

The morning went well. Devil boy went to collect his daughter and went to his grandma’s house with her and Wolfie.

While they were out I worked on clearing the bed in the back room. I managed to get a lot of clearing up done but I ill have to continue working on it soon.

When they go back I managed to get a lot of work don as well as spending some time on Diablo II. I am a little sad today though as Devil boy’s daughter never asks me anything, she always waits for Devil boy. We need to do something so she gets used to talking to me and asking me for things.

Devil boy was telling em something that was a little annoying. When he was at his grandmas house they were pressurising him to give Wolfie some sweets. I do not mind Wolfie having biscuits and chocolate but not sweets. They even said that they thought he was being mean for denying Wolfie sweets. Hmm mean for denying him something that is bad for him.

He ended up giving him some sweets, which made Wolfie hyperactive. I will have to mention something when I next see his grandmas tomorrow…subtly though, as I do not them to get onto Devil boy when they next see him.

Thankfully during the afternoon it started raining. It has not rained for a while and the air needed clearing. Thankfully I had managed to get the nappies practically dried by the time the rain arrived so I am happy.

While I was cleaning the back room though I came across one of my self-help books. I thought I would check my mood with one of the charts. I only scored 7 in it. That is the lowest that I have managed to get and I am really beginning to think that I am eventually free from the depression that I have had for years.


We had our dinner and I cleaner up Wolfies room while he was bathed. I also cleared room in the kitchen for Devil boys daughter and I to bake. She mentioned that she wanted to bake to Devil boy. It was nice to do something with her. I cleaned up the kitchen while she got everything ready while checking on how she was getting on. I enjoyed it and the cakes were yummy.

After that I ran about like a loon getting everything ready before eventually being able to relax play on Diablo for a bit and read my funky new Star Wars book.