Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Feeling down in the morning

The night shift went well. The twins settled off nicely but as I was really enjoying reading the Star Wars book I went to bed a little later that I intended.

The twins slept well during the night. Malach woke up at around 5.30 for a feed but Elbereth slept until around 7am.

The only thing I was not happy about was that I really struggled to get out of bed. I fed the twins but I was really finding it difficult to wake up. I thankfully managed to wake up and I finished reading the Star Wars book. I really enjoyed reading it. I am hoping to either get a list or compile a list of all of the Star Wars books that are available. I am hoping to read them all. I definitely will be reading that book again as it was so well written.

I was not in the best of moods though in the morning and Devil boy and I were rather short with each other. He then took Wolfie over to his grandma’s house.

I though felt really down in the morning. I really struggled to get myself organised. I managed to motivate myself to get the twins ready and fed. Even though I felt down I was still determined to go over to Devil boys grandmas. I hoped that the walk out would help pick me up.

Thankfully it did work. While I was still did not feel right over there I began to pick up al lot quicker than I would have done at home. Devil boy’s uncle came over today. I am not sure why but Wolfie is absolutely terrified of him. As he approached the house Wolfie shut the door on him and when he walked in the house Wolfie ran away crying. He cried a lot when his uncle was close.

Devil boys mum and dad then took Wolfie back home in the car and I walked back with the twins. I am going to take Wolfie around tomorrow, as I need to get him out walking to get him used to walking distances. This will hopefully mean that he manages the walk to Rhyme and time better.

The rest of the afternoon thankfully went really funkily. I managed to get my application for child benefit for the twins sent off and I went to the shop to get some dinner for us. I also managed to get a brush. I keep losing my other brush, finding it and then losing it. I have not managed to brush my hair for ages as a result and as my hair was beginning to matt up badly I needed to brush it.

When I got back I took in the washing as not only was it dry but snow has been forecast for tomorrow so it would be better to get them in case it does really chill tonight.

Wolfie then was put to bed. The poo wee poppet was absolutely shattered. I then sorted out the twins and ran a bath for myself. I was about to go through to the bath when I noticed that Wolfie had woken. I went through to cuddle him and I noticed that he felt really warm. Thankfully though he settled back off to sleep but I am going to keep an eye on him over the next day to see how he is.

I had a lovely bath and after what seemed an age I managed to win the battle of brushing my hair. I have pulled out so much hair though. I am thinking of getting my hair cut off and dyed. I am going to find out if there is a hair dressing college locally so I can get it cut for less money.

I have spent the rest of the night relaxing and replying to messages and E-Mails. I am going to clean up ready for an earlier night than last night. Elbereth has been nice and settled but Malach still has to settle but Devil boy has helped by winding him. I am hoping that he will settle soon. I need to get an early night’s sleep in the hope that I can get up early tomorrow.

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