Today has not been a good day for my temper. I have been really snippy with the younglings today. I was trying my best not to get really angry with them, but alas it did not work. I was really mad at them on the way home from school.
I felt terrible for being so mad at them. As soon as we got in I sat on the couch and we all did something nice together. I got my Wii working and I did some things on that. It helped me to calm down. I was still a little snippy with them at times but so much better. I think I need to speak to someone about getting my temper under control.
I have been not getting enough sleep recently then other days I over compensate by getting too much sleep. I need to do something about it. I think from now on the computer has to be switched off by 10.30PM so that I can be in bed for 11 and have a little bit of time to read before going to sleep. Maybe if I get consistently good sleeps then I would not get so snippy with the younglings.
My partner goes away tomorrow with his college. He will be away tomorrow and will be back on Wednesday. I get tomorrow night off. Though tomorrow will be a busy day as I will need to make sure there is enough in the house to make three dinners from. I will have to have a think about what I will need to get from the shops tomorrow.
It will be better that way, as I will not have to go to the shops with the younglings. I can just take them out for nice walks instead. It will be a good opportunity to take some pictures as well.
I think most importantly it will be good to get out with the younglings where I am not getting them to hurry up, keep clean and stopping them from exploring.
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