Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Not feeling very well

I did not get the best sleep last night again. It was disturbed and I really wish that I could have a night where the younglings do not come through to our bed during the night.

My head was pounding in the morning and I really did not feel like rushing around to get ready to go out. The younglings did not seem well either. I just decided that it would be better to take a day off so that we could get better.

The morning went well. I had to tell them off a few times but it went well.

After lunch we went out for a walk in the wood. That was going well until one point when I w3as calling them to come back to me and they just would not listen. I lost my temper with them and really told them off. We were walking on a different path to normal and there was a hill next to where they were walking. I did not like getting so mad with them but I really wish they would have responded when I first called them. They had heard me but chose not to respond.

It sort of went downhill from when I got home. I am getting a little tired of being expected to respond to their requests immediately. I tell them to wait while I do the jobs that I need to get done, but they keep pestering me, until I get snippy with them.

I really got snippy with them later when I was trying to eat my dinner. I did not even get chance to eat my soup in peace and I have been getting really annoyed at not being able to eat a meal in peace. I was really snippy with them and I do feel really bad about all of the times that I have been snippy with them today. I do my best to stop getting snippy but today has not been a good day.

Better luck tomorrow hopefully. May the force be with me.

Here are the younglings on their walk:

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