The twins settled off really nicely though and they slept through the night again. They are so good at sleeping now. I am really happy that I have learned form all of the mistakes that I made with Wolfie and I have managed dot get them into good sleeping patterns.
I was going to get up and make breakfast when I noticed Malach stirring. I fed him and fell asleep while doing so it meant that I got up later than I intended. I was not happy about that. When I went through I saw that Devil boy had given Wolfie some chocolate. I was a bit annoyed at that because I thought that it was too early for him and that he could have had it with his lunch. I had a bit of a huff but the huff triggered me to really feel down. I really could not shake it away. I really do not like feeling like that as it is so much effort getting things done and I then feel down for feeling down. Bless Devil boy though as he made me my breakfast.
Devil boy took Wolfie over to his grandma’s house and I managed to get the twins changed and fed while reading to them. This helped lift my mood a bit and by the time that Devil boy got back with Wolfie I was feeing much better.
I then had something to eat and sorted out the nappies, which wee to be washed. As Wolfie seemed to be really tired I managed to get him off for a nap. I am going to try and get him off for a nap every day as once he settled off to sleep last night he slept well. It will also mean that I will make good progress with The lord of the rings.
Unfortunately while Wolfie was napping I could not longer resist the urge to not eat chocolate and I had a small chocolate bar. I did not really enjoy it and I felt bad for eating it. I am finding stopping eating chocolate much harder than hen I quit smoking and even not drinking alcohol is a lot easier than this.
I though that sorting out the shed would help take my mind off it but I could not find the key to the padlock so that was the end of that idea. The weather was not the best for sorting out the garden. I thought about starting a collage but I could not find the iron. I sorted out the plastic bottles and jars for recycling though and I had a sudden idea which could help take my mind off chocolate. I am going to bake muffins soon.
I remembered about how easy it was to make fairy cakes so I decided to bake some of them. It almost did not happen as I could not find the flour but thankfully I managed to find the flour and I was able to make them in just over half an hour. They were really nice and while I ate too many off them it took my mind off eating chocolate. I also do not feel sick so that is good. I am hoping that the more I get used to not eating chocolate with it around the easier it will get. The good thing will be that I think that I will manage to get some funky cakes baked to help keep my mind off chocolate.
Devil boy’s daughter came around shortly after so while she ran around with Wolfie I changed and fed the twins. I read some more of the book to them.
Devil boys daughter is staying over tonight and as she is staying over Devil boy and I have decided that they are going to go to bed really early tonight so that she does not become over tired and then hyperactive. Her mum said that she was sleeping in the car when coming back form swimming so she will be tired at the moment. I have messages to send but they will have to wait until tomorrow so that I can get things done tonight.
Wolfie has just settled off to sleep funkily and I am about to sort out cleaning the kitchen put out more nappies on the line and then see to the twins. I am also hoping that if I manage to get an early night I will be able to get up early tomorrow.
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