My brother and his girlfriend came around again

The night shift went really well. It started late. Once I had fed and changed the twins and then got ready for bed it was 2am by the time that I got to bed. I felt awake at the time but thankfully it did not take me too long before I was asleep.

The twins slept through though and I fed Malach at just gone 8 before I got up at 8.30. Devil boy’s daughter came around shortly after that. This worked out well as once I had sorted the twins out I had plenty of time to sort out the clothes that had piled up in the twins cot. I managed to find a few of Wolfie clothes that I wondered where they had got.

My brother came around at around lunchtime. He brought food for us all. The stiff that he got for me was really nice. I might have to see about getting some more of that at some point.

It was really nice seeing them though. They stayed for a lot of the afternoon and they took the books that I had got for dad with them. They are going to be stopping the night in a hotel in Edinburgh before going back home tomorrow. They are hoping to get up n the summer. Hopefully they will, as it would be really funky to see them again so soon. It was seeing them today that made em realise that I have missed them. I am really looking forward to get a car so I will be able to travel to see them as well.

After they had gone and I had seen to the twins I managed to get some cleaning up done in the kitchen while Devil boys daughter ran around with Wolfie.

Devil boy phoned up the company which we have our Internet connection through. He found out that we can upgrade our broadband for the same cost. We have also ordered something that we can attach to our line. This will mean that we can get free evening phone call and at the weekend as well. He was really glad that phoned up to ask about that.

The rest of the afternoon went really funkily and after Wolfie had gone to sleep I had a lovely soak in the bath. While I was in the bath I was thinking. I do not want to get married to Devil boy but it does feel a shame that I will have a different surname to Wolfe, Elbereth and Malach. I then had an idea to change my surname to the same as them. I asked what Devil boy though to it and he said that he though that it was a good idea. He did laugh and say that my mum will want for us to get married even more than now and start pressurising me. I hope she does not.

While I was feeding Elbereth I had a big craving for chocolate and I ate half an egg. I now feel sick. I have realised that I have to sort out my eating chocolate. I am fine if there is none in the house and I do not even think about it when I am out or ordering my food but if there is chocolate in the house then I have to eat it. I do not think that is good. When I feel like this I wonder why I ate so much. I do not enjoy chocolate when I have been like this. I also feel bad for eating so bad and letting myself eat too much and let myself eat so much that I feel sick. I am also going to go out for a lot of exercise tomorrow to help burn off the silly amounts of calories that I have consumed and drink a lot of water to help cleanse my system. I think I might have to stop eating chocolate all together, even vegan chocolate.


I am going to make sure that I also get an early night tonight. I have managed to get Elbereth settled and I just have to go and sort Malach out. I will real and read at the same time. I have decided that I will be in bed by 12 though.