Feeling down in the afternoon

The night shift went well and even though I was woken up by a dream I managed to get a good sleep.

As the weather was good drying weather I washed our bedding and I got ready for homestart. I managed to get lots done in the morning and I also managed to keep a note of what I was doing and how long jobs took so that I can keep a note for my time keeping.

My funky new Star Wars book arrived this morning. I have had a quick look at it and it looks so funky. I am very much looking forward to reading it.


There was only one other woman at homestart today. As my friend will not be going back they are looking for more mothers to go along to the group. I will miss my friend not going through.

I had a nice time though and it is nice that the twins are in at the crèche. It means that I get a little time once a week.

When I got back home I had to rush about sorting out Wolfie and the twins. I was a bit annoyed with Devil boy though as he washed my funky musical Star Wars mug without taking the musical part out of it. He said that as it has not been in recently he thought it was out. I was annoyed that he did not even look or notice that it was in.

Shortly after I decided to bake some cakes as the eggs needed to get used. As soon as I had done them I had to go to the shop to get some things for dinner.

When I got back the twins started crying. They always cry when I come in the room. They are quiet when I am out but start as son as I get in. I would not mind if I had the chance to rest for 5 minutes before attending to them. I am certain that they sense me as soon as I am back home.

I was not in the best of moods when Wolfie did something that tipped me over the edge. I was really down for a while after and I am only just beginning to recover now. Devil boy again annoyed me as he was asking what was the matter with me but I was not able to express what was up with me. He went off in a huff making me feel even worse.

Wolfie settled off to sleep nicely though and Devil boy went out to his friend’s house. He did chat to me before going and he told me that whenever I need to get some time on my own I should just go out for a few hours. At the moment I feel like I never get any time to myself. I just would love a night off.

Thankfully the twins wee settled all night so I was able to get a bath and relax for a bit. I am going to crash soon as I want to read my funky new Star Wars book.