I have had a really challenging day mood wise

I managed to have an uninterrupted sleep but Wolfie woke up at 5.30 and did not settle back to sleep. I managed to lie in bed for a bit until 8am but I did not sleep much after Wolfie first woke so I did not get a good sleep after all.

The morning did not start off too badly. I was a little grumpy but that was it until something set me off and I was then in a very bad mood. Devil boy took Wolfie out as he had planned.

For a while when he was out I felt great. I pottered about, got jobs done and saw to the twins.

But soon before Devil boy got home my mood took a downturn and I was feeling bad again. As soon as Devil boy got home and realised I was in a bad mood he went into a bad mood and really snapped at Wolfie. This then put me in a worse mood. The atmosphere in our home was awful.


The rest of the day did not go well. I really struggled to find the energy to get any jobs done at all. It is at time like this that I feel sad that we do not get very little help at all from anyone else (not through them not wanting but not being able)

I went out with the twins in the afternoon while Devil boy cut the grass (it has been sunny today) I was feeling a little better when I got in and Devil boy and I were able to have a chat for a little while.

I had meant to send mums birthday present today but I could not make it. I will send it tomorrow though as soon as possible. I will get up in the morning with Wolfie so that I have lots of time.

Devil boy bathed Wolfie before he went to his brother’s house. I put Wolfie to bed and the saw to the twins. I have had a not too bad night. I mainly just relaxed though. The jobs will get done tomorrow.

I am feeling much better now thankfully but I am just feeling drained. As all of my younglings are crashed I am going to read ad crash as soon as possible.