Today has not been a good day at all. I have still been feeling very tired (I do not think that it has helped that I have been rushing about so much that it counteracts any early nights that I have had) I have been very cranky today.
I do think that there are times when the younglings know that I am not feeling good and play up to that and wind me up even more. They really played up today. Well either that or they were acting normally and due to being crabbit I did not deal with it as well. However I really do not like it when they do not listen to me. I need to find a way of getting them to not only listen to me but getting them to do as I ask.
I really took my bad mood out on the younglings though. I felt terrible about it as there was times when I really upset them which in turn upset me. I was also upset by the way how they were acting. It is on days like this when I really need the help that I do not get. I just could not stop myself getting mad at them. I really wish I could get the opportunity to learn how to stop getting so wound up and mad with them.
Thankfully I was able to make it up to them and I did apologize to them.
My energy left me in the afternoon after I had got back. I had so little energy that my partner had to make dinner as I was not able to do it. We both were struggling later so they missed out on their bath. I know that they will get one tomorrow so it is not a problem.
After the younglings went to bed some of my energy did actually return so I was able to get some jobs done before I went to bed.
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