I am feeling much happier today.

I managed to find my mobile phone so I was able to text off my competitions before the deadline. The rest of the night shift did not really go that well unfortunately.

I managed to get Elbereth settled in her basket but unfortunately Malach did not settle and at around 2.30 I was too tired to carry on so I put him alongside me.

Wolfie woke up at 5am and I needed to feed the twins again. I still managed to get a good sleep though and while I got up a little later that I hoped I did not feel too bad about it. I thankfully then felt a lot better than I did yesterday and while Devil boy went to his grandma’s house I changed and fed the twins while trying to get Wolfie off for a nap.

I was not able to get Wolfie off for a nap today but he seemed happy to have had a lie down while I read to him.

I was due to take the twins out to a baby massage group and then to get weighed but it seemed a shame to wake them up after it took me so long to get them settled in the first place and secondly I could not be bothered to. I will get them weighed next week. I can see that they are getting on funkily.

The afternoon went well. I managed to get the nappies washed and as the weather was nice I managed to put the new washing line on the poles and get the nappies hung out to hopefully dry. I checked the weather on the Internet and the weather should also be funky tomorrow as well. That is the best thing about the spring and the summer. I have also made a good start in my plan to save up for a car this year. I have decided that, as I will not be able to travel easily on the train with Wolfie, Elbereth and Malach that it would be a good idea to get a car so I can visit my friend, brother and my mum and dad. The only car that I can drive without having to take my car test is a Robin Reliant so I am going to save up to get one of these. Hopefully I will be able to get one by the end of the year.

I had a lovely afternoon with Wolfie. I played a lot with him. I swung him about and chased him and tickled him. I am going to ask one of my friends whose daughter goes to gymnastics if she knows anywhere that Wolfie can go to. He loves things like that and he is so agile so I think something like gymnastics would be really good for him.

Devil boy was not unfortunately feeling well at the end of the afternoon but he was able to bathe him and put Wolfie to bed. Wolfie is settling off to sleep really nicely. Devil boy has found that if he does not read to him for too long he settles really nicely. I get to read to him during the day so it works out nicely.

I have managed to get work done on the kitchen tonight clearing out the recycle corner. There has been thankfully a plastic bottle recycle facility near us, which is really good. I have sorted out the bottles and paper to be recycled tonight.

I have decided that tonight I am going to see what competitions I can get filled and when I feed the twins I am going to read my Star Wars book instead of browsing the Internet. I love reading at the moment so it will be good to make the most of the times that I do get to read.

I have also decided that I will take them through to the back room earlier so that Devil boy can also get an early night as he is not feeling too well.

I am glad that the way that I was feeling yesterday has passed by me. I have been working a lot on trying to make myself feel better and I seem to be finally winning the battle. I just need to work on my short temper as well but I am feeling very optimistic about the future. I am also looking forward to trying to get my hoe projects working and planning toward m moving to the north.