Saturday, February 18, 2006

Wolfie does not seem to be interested in me at the moment

The shift started off quite well. They were beginning to settle nicely but as soon as I tho8ught they had settled one would wake up.

I went though to the back room a little later than I wanted to and while Elbereth settled nicely in her basket Malach did not. I ended up with him in bed with me. I just felt tired. Thankfully he settled of nicely and I managed to get a good sleep before I needed to get up for Wolfie.

I had another long sleep but I got up later than I wanted. I know I need the sleep but I do not like getting up late.

Devil boy took Wolfie out to his grandmas shortly after I got up which gave me time to get the nappies washed and get the twins ready. By the time he got back Wolfie was very tired and I managed to get him off for a nap. He did not have a long nap but at least he managed to get a nap.

I am feeling a little down today though because Devil boy has been spending so much time with Wolfie that he is not coming to me for comfort at all. He does not seem interested in me at all. I know it is just because I do not have much time to be with him but I do not like it. I must make more time to spend with him.

Devil boy was also mentioning trying to get Wolfie to sleep for longer in his cot. He has been waking a little too early recently. While he does settle of to sleep really nicely and self settle he mostly wakes up early (He will have good night but not too many)

Devil boy’s daughter is over for today and stopping the night. Thankfully it as gone well and there has not been too much screaming. She and Wolfie have run about like loons but thankfully not too noisily.

I know it is still early days but I ma getting a little frustrated how unorganised the flat is at the moment. Clothes seem to be scattered all over the place and in no particular order. The clothes in our wardrobe are a mess and it seems that as soon as I get some of them sorted out they get cluttered up even faster and more so. It feels like a never ending job (LOL and a lot less interesting than the never ending story) I know that I will not be able to get much tonight as well unfortunately.

Wolfie settled off to sleep funkily first time and I managed to get out to the shop to get some things. I have decided that I am going to start eating porridge for my breakfast.

When I got back from the shop both of them were crying. I was about to change them when mum called to update me about dad. He is getting a few pains but he is still making a good recovery.

I have changed the twins and I am in the process of feeding them ready for the night shift. The night shift will start a little earlier because of Devil boy’s daughter being over. I am hoping that I will be able to get to bed earlier tonight so I will be able to get up earlier tomorrow and spend some time with Wolfie as well as cleaning up.

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