Feeling down

I do not know what is the matter with me today. I have been feeling really down. I have started to feel better now but I have felt bad for much of the day.

I am getting tired of how my partner is reacting to the younglings and I am tired of how negative he is. I know our younglings have been acting up and not doing as we ask. He however does not stick to the discipline and he gives up far too easily.

I do wish that I could leave the younglings to play nicely without the fear of them doing something that they should not, or touch something that they should not. They are going to have to learn that and learn it soon.

I think the time has come again for me to look through the book that I got, and it is time that my partner read it as well.