I had a bad night with Wolfie last night. He woke up at 3 and I tried to get him to settle but unfortunately the wind kept disturbing him so at 5 I had to admit defeat and bring him through.
I woke up at 8.30 and I then woke Wolfie up because I needed to get him ready for the baby group in the morning. I managed to get up at 8.45 and get ready to go out. I was late leaving the house; everything seemed to conspire against getting out of the house quickly.
I really struggled on the walk to the group. I am now aching a lot and when I got there I found out that the group had been cancelled due to there not being heating in the building. I was really annoyed that I have not been asked for contact details for events like this. I am nearly 37 weeks pregnant and they know I have a long walk to get to the group. I only go there because it is good for Wolfie to get out and meet other children and play with new toys but while I never felt like I felt a part of the group I feel even less so now. Thankfully my friend also tried to come along to the group and she said that she would check in on a friend so that her husband could give me a lift home.
I took Wolfie out for a walk before trying to get him to nap. It was not the most pleasant walk though as it was still windy and now raining. We had a quick walk though and when I got back I rested for a bit before I tried to get Woflie off for his nap. I managed to get him to nap today and I also managed to get a quick five-minute shuteye before he got up again.
I got a phone call from dad in the afternoon telling me that there has been another twist in their visiting arrangements. Dad has been ill for a while with heart problems (damage caused from having rheumatic fever as a child) he has been taking water tables but has been on the waiting list for a heart valve operation. He has been told today that he has got an appointment to see a specialist and that he might have a date for an operation. He will possibly have his operation on the 1st Feb, which will mean that he will not be able to come up when the twins have been born. They have cancelled the cottage. Dad is really upset that he will not see the twins as newborns but I am going to make sure that I take as many photographs as possible and he said that he would come up as soon as he is able to. Mum has said she will try and come up earlier but I told her ton concentrate on looking after dad, as I am worried about him having such a serious operation.
I have not done a lot tonight as I am aching a lot tonight and I am not getting about very well. I was going to once again start work on the collag3e and look through some toys that one of Devil boy’s relatives gave us today but I have not had the energy to do so.
I thin today it is a case of praise be to the powers of Word for correcting this document and as soon as I have finished I am crashing as I am shattered and aching.
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